Cherish Everything to the Fullest

It was the second time at night that we visit rest area in Jagorawi's tol

She want to eat Oden at lawson, meanwhile I never taste Oden in my life

She always be a cheer-bright person when she knew that I never do thing that she already done and it would be my first time experience.

In this case, it would be me meet Oden

The door alarm rangs as we enter the shop

All I wanted is a bitter sweet drinks but not coffee

It's already late night and I need enough amount of sleep for my energy to grinding the road way back to Bandung

But anything that lawson offer was not familiar for me

"Rekomendasiin aku dong" I ask her while standing just right behind her, queue to order

"Ehmm... Kamu udah pernah nyoba minuman itu belom?" she pointing at the menu and once again I was not familiar with it. I forgot the name of the drinks too

I said, "Ehmmm kayanya terlalu manis deh..." I continue searching the drinks that I felt would be suit for me

"Ah, itu kayanya pas tuh. Aku pesen Ice chocolate-caramel ya" Im pretty sure that chocolate caramel is followed by some region like chocolate-caramel arabica or chocolate-caramel from hawaii, but jeez I forgot it (again)

She ordered the dri nks that she pointed to me before and pick 3 kinds of Oden carefully

It's so exciting to watch her getting focused on something that she likes

Just like a kid facing delicious gelato

I can't read anything that running inside her head

But if I permited to guess, I thought she was thinking how to impress me with things that I never do before

The door alarm rangs as we leave the shop and we sat on a simple metal table with three chairs

We drop our belongings to the one of three chair and enjoy our meals

Right before I drink my ice chocolate-caramel, she ate a piece of Oden and take a sip of hot soup.

Her face showing how happy she was with the taste of her Oden

She really looks extremely happy, and I enjoyed her expressions too

No need a minute, she offered me to give a taste on Oden that she bought

Well, in no time I take the hot bowl Oden from her hand

And it surprisingly good!

"Ish enak banget!" I said

"Iya kannn!" she replied happier

That night was followed by we updated our life so far

Since we kind of rarely talks in chat, it makes our meeting richer with tons of conversation that we never talk about before

And I loved every seconds of it

Hours later we go home

Just after we hit the Jagorawi's tol again, I see to the outside window of front passenger seat (she drove the car btw. It's cool! Right?") I got spaced out while my mind thinking things

The most of things that I thinking was how grateful I am to be able to spent my time with her. And Im forever cherish for every second of it

While Im already 26. I still cant imagine how the future will show me

Life is quite complicated and mysterious lately

Yesterday we can absolutely sad for no damn reason

But today we can be happy as we never imagined it would be

In terms of who will be my life partner, I really dont have any idea too.

Meanwhile the future is so far yet so close

But since that night, I'll try my best not to worry anything about it

That night, I comitted to cherish everything to the fullest

And I really happy to spent my whole time with her

"Kamu ngantuk ya? Jangan tidur dong!" she said after that long spaced that happened between us

"Eh engga lah! Masa iya ngantuk baru jam segini" I said the truth, but not what I thinking while I spaced out before

"Jangan tidur dong! Masa aku nyetir sendiri. Nih aku setelin lagu" she rotating volume button up and picking radio station by herself

"Sini sini aku aja yang pilihin" I said to her

"Nah gitu dong" she smiled right after. A smile that living last in my mind

I remembered that we were not sang a song from the radio because no one songs that we knew and played by the radio

And I am continue to gazing outside the car windows

"Rumah KPR cuma 600 juta tanpa DP...kamu mau ga?"

"Aduh... kamu duluan deh" she said with grumpy and less energetic mood, and followed with giggles and laugh

Oh God, she is so gorgeous

Like she always be

Anyway, why the price of houses at my generation is so high?